Thanks bee and lees for your post they mean alot to me, thankyou for your kind words, support and taking the time to post.
I have to be quick as need to get back to work in 10 mins but just wanted to share over the last couple of days I have been having massive urges to the extent that I nearly gambled today but thankfully I didnt, I know it is crazy and after all that my gambling has done to destroy my life I still had massive urges and in truth wanted to gamble…………God knows why after the pain and suffering but all I know is I did, I dont want the want to gamble and will work hard at getting shot of it.
Today is 33 days gamble free and I am so very grateful for that, thank you all for reading and listening, as always I wish you all well, I will share again tonight when finished work, I have read alot of posts this week and have seen the struggles and also success and all I can say is if you are here, reading and sharing then you have hope!
Maverick