Thanks a lot Sandy for your kind words. I am looking for a good psycholigist as well and follow his/her directions. Just as you mentioned I will be on cloud 9 when he says he is going to change and comes home being sober on time. In couple day, all that happiness goes down the drain. He came last night at 3:30 AM. This has been heart wrenching to me as I am also concerned about my daughters who innocently beleive the dad but don’t question him. There are days, where I feel like going into the casino and play as well. Somehow my heart doesnt let me do that.
You think confronting him with the pics ( car in the front of casino) will help me? Next time ( hopefully) if he says he will give the passwords, I will take immediately. In the past, when he said that, I didnt take to make him feel that I trust him and hoping that will make him change.
Thanks again and hugs to you.