I’m beginning to wonder if I am going through the dreaded womans “change of life.” I feel much more moody then my usual cheery self and some days like today just feel like I can’t quite cope with life.. Other symptoms too, so I guess I am 42- this is not helping me wanting to escape to a place that I can hide! Unfortunately the negative things that come from “escaping” to a casino are so terrible and costly that when I think of gambling these days all I think about is pain and that overshadows the feeling of “fun” that I thought it was, or escape or whatever it is that I was doing while I gamble!! Today is tough, I feel like a roller coaster emotionally, but hopefully tomorrow will be better! So as the day goes on, I just resolve over and over not to go gamble.. Appreicate all the input too:) You all are great!
