[Logic55]

Thank you for writing to me. I really need that right now.

I’m having a tough time with work and am carrying a lot of anxiety. More than any anxiety that I have felt before…

Rejection and disengagement from my CG isnt helping but I know that even if we were talking he couldnt help with my anxiety anyway. I just miss having him there.

Just feel quite worthless and unloved right now and am desperately trying to protect myself.

I will try and get onto the helpline but it wont be today so I will have to try and keep strong. I’m not as strong as i hoped or thought.