Hi Velvet
Thank you for your kind words which happened to coincide with the same words from a work colleague.
Unfortunately it did not stop the tears from flowing yesterday as they have done since Friday. However today is a new day and I’m hoping not to cry.
I’m very lucky to have wonderful support from my Sister (albeit from a distance) the only thing missing is a physical hug 🙂
Of course I like the gambler, I need someone to blame – other than my beautiful Son, so God is taking the rap. Wondering why? Again? But in stronger moments I realise there are people with bigger crosses to bare, loosing their children to other more devastating illnesses. At least there is a cure for my Son, if he wants to take it.
I’ve heard nothing from my Son since and am trying not to text him even to say Goodnight I Love you, which I miss.
Thanks again.
