Thank you Vera,Laura and Charles….. I feel I need to elaborate a little, I don’t want to give the wrong impression here…..I am in no physical danger, whatsoever.
I feel I have come to a point where I have changed…..my needs, expectations, my life! It has taken a long time. My life isn’t what I want it to be and the thought of actually doing something about it terrifies me. As usual my overthinking is driving me insane. I know what I don’t want. Now what do I do? This is my headspace. Ugh!
So I’m not really doing anything. I’m going through the motions. Until it becomes clear and I know it will.
Looking back my gambling ensured I didn’t have to think. My mind can be my worst enemy. But……I believe things will happen as they are meant to. I have to.
K xxxxx
