[Monica1]

Thanks for that. Means a lot. Today I am not good. Feeling very tired and stayed in bed. I decided to ring my sponsor just to tell him where I am. Had meant to go to GA tonight but in all truth iam too tired. I feel beaten. This isn’t recovery for me. My sponsor thinks I should get some professional al help. Not like I haven’t been trying. He clearly didnt know what to say. And at the end of the day it is just meaningless words. That is how I feel. I guess there are not that many people that understand or have the ability to reach us when we feel so bad about things. You do though so I appreciate that.
Can’t do anything today.i read your post and support your stance on it all.