[Trish1966]

Thank you, I have found that the help on here is really helpful and don’t feel like I can do meetings at the moment, it’s been hard enough to tell one close friend 

I really can’t live my life gambling my money, I have done exactly the same thing wondering if I have enough petrol to get there, although on occasions I haven’t and had to desperately phone a friend and walk to petrol station, vowing there and back that I will never gamble again…few weeks later there I am gambling again but feeling guilt and shame

hopefully we can do it 

best wishes