Today was a good day, mom and I had fun eating mexican food and shopping at some little fun stores in the country… We talked a few moments about the whole gambling thing again, acknowledging how much it got to me and how it effects others so quickly and without them even realizing it… We both know it seemed fun at first and the times we went together seemed so innocent, but now we both know just how awful it truly is..We are thinking of taking a small trip somewhere for day or 2, maybe to the beach. Also today being memorial day, we talked about my brother who passed away from a truck accident almost a year ago- he served in the military but he never liked it in Germany and always wanted to be at home.. We miss him so much! And today we had a great day together as always! I again told her I am living ODAAT.. So for today I am so thankful I did not gamble! Today was good.
