[3raser]

i have previously read over your thread and recognised that your journey was a lot tougher than mine needs to be but that i am heading in the same direction. i could probably be debt free in a few years if i stop now, and that is a powerful statement about insanity, prison or death as sometimes death seems the only way to be released from this demon but i dont actually want to die and i can still turn this around. i just need to get some distance again as that seems to be crucial to believing i can actually turn this around. i feel fortunate to have find this site and to see how everyone has this fight but they never give up, that gives me hope 🙂