[peacegirl]

Thank you both for your comments and care! Today being the day after the binge, I know will be hardest for now- but I know from the past each day gets better, but someday in the future I hope it gets better to the point that I don’t slip up again! Vera, maybe gambling is always in the back of my mind- IDK right now… I sometimes catch myself daydreaming about being a social gambler,and saving money specifically set aside to gamble, or I even have thought about visiting casinos in other states to see what they are like. So maybe no specific plan, but maybe just always there, lurking behind me telling me it’s fun, when for me it is anything but fun!!