[NicNac]

Thank you for listening to my story. I never thought of it that way, how the sneaking around playing detective has two effects, neither positive. 

He has admitted his addiction. There are times he says he wants to earn his money honestly and be honest with me. There are times he admits to gambling, but mostly when he knows I have proof. 

He’ll only tell me bits and pieces of the meetings if he’s willing. He says he doesn’t like to talk about it, he feels like their stories are personal and they all have a matched bond that I wouldn’t understand as a non-CG. So I respect that and listen when he offers a story to share. 

And I have just told him I went to seek help.