[bosslady]

Thank you for your words it is much appreciated and needed…each day is different it seems…wants needs..expectations..i feel like im on constant roller coaster..but the night is the worst..its hard to sleep cause i imagine the worst and replay lies..wondering whats addiction and whats just plain selfishness..i will continue to try to be strong but its so hard and everyday is up and down a ton..im not making things any easier we are seperated but i continue to call or text him (mainly text)..i feel im making it worse..