Thank you Jimmy, vera, velvet and K,
I have read your comments and I have taken them to heart. Thank you for taking the time to write them!
I suppose I should explain my mindset a bit. I am the kind of person who must have deadlines and goals. And considering I am so far unable to reach a month, these goals seem out of reach. But I have to think four months because my brain is wired that way.
However I am also determind to take your advice on board and will be thinking one day at a time. I can see the sense in thinking this way, but I also think one day at a time is a bit dangerous for me. What if I gamble next week? Is it back to one day at a time. How can you put a limit on a behavior when you aren’t ruling out the possibility of not doing it again. This is why I have goals or set time limits I suppose.
I apologize if this dosent make much sense, our brains are tricky things and put gambling or any addiction into the mix and it makes things ten times more complicates.
BBB xxx