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I started and begin with watching and thinking about doing wrong, etc. example reading, watching and hearing people talk about gambling, watching porno, reading about good food, recalling the fun and high I get from alcohol..

It look so harmless but one day when the mind loses all control, I started to do all the thing I wish but forbid myself to do. It was one of the most foolish and risky thing I did.

Today I can tell myself that it is really not worth it to test myself.

It can do a lot of harm and damage to my soul.

I should have listen to what everyone tells me.