One day at a time, on hour, one minute, one second whatever it takes just hang in there and you will get there. I feel for you and what you are going through. I HATE this addiction and what it does to us. It is always there lurking and waiting to pull us back. I know without a doubt that if I went once that I would not have a slip either P, I would be a crazy person unable to stop. You have come back P and I am not even suggesting that it is going to be easy for you, but hang in there and never ever give up.
I wish I could wave a magic wand and we would not be compulsive gamblers, but unfortunately that is just a dream. We just have to continue to take it one day at a time. It is not easy P, and I know that you are going through hell right now, but keep going girl and you will get through this. I know you will find the strength to fight the urges and stay away just for today.
I am envisioning you sitting having your coffee and reading posts. One day, one hour, one minute at a time, whatever it takes P to get through this, you will get there!!!!
