Hey Wayne,
My best friend committed suicide 4 months ago. He shot himself after talking about it for a year. He was an amazing guy and had so much to live for. He just didn’t/couldn’t see past his problems. I really hope that you stop talking about that as a feasible option. That’s the cowards way out. We both have to man up. Stop being foolish. Take on life like we are reborn and today is the first day of the rest of our lives.
I watched Dr Strange this last week. If you haven;t seen it check it out on putlocker. The dude looses everything he has worked his entire life for. He needs to reinvent himself. He seeks a higher teaching to achieve this. Once he begins on this new journey we quickly forget about his old trials and tribulations. This is our life. We gambled for 20 years and now have to start over. Lets forget the past and be stoked we are still here today to pursue another day.
This is day 1 of our new life. We will look back at this day years from now and not laugh. But be thankful for it. Without a day one we can’t have day 2, and day 3.
Be strong Wayne. Don’t allow weakness and negativity conquer you and neither will I.
Jon