[Swissguy]

I truly have no urges to gamble. None at all. But, wow, I am having a lot of anxiety with the aftermath. I had a good talk with my wife and she is very supportive….can’t change the past, can only change the future, etc. that certainly helped. Also took a long walk yesterday which was good. I need to stay active and busy…that minimizes the pain.

Apologies for rambling,