[lizbeth4]

Still not feeling well. I’m going to take a shower as that always makes me feel better. Jen, I hear what you are saying. I am grateful for what I have! Things are more complicated. I’m not angry with my circumstances. I’m tired of the struggle! I’m tired of the one sided relationships. It gets old! And I am alone with my problems. That’s the way it is. Either I will figure things out or throw in the towel.