Hi there Geordie. Still here and feeling stronger today. I’ve mentally booked in Sunday to spill the beans with my partner. I’m telling myself that if he loved me, he would stay and help me through this shitty time and addiction. If he doesn’t, well perhaps that’s an indication that this relationship is not meant to be……I sure as hell would support him but he may feel differently, we will see. I got a response from my addiction Counselling application. They have offered ph Counselling due to where I live for next week. I’m so greatful that I have access to them. So, ticking off what I need to do to keep myself safe. Be interesting to see how I feel this time next week. Today is better and I have not gambled for nearly 5 weeks now. Also, why do guys find it so hard to tell us how they feel about us???where in the world do you live?
