If you have not been talking to anyone about your problem then I am not surprised that you have only been able to keep gambling free for a couple of weeks at a time. This is really not an addiction that you can tackle alone. I’m glad to hear that your life is better now than it was 10 years ago – but you would not be posting here if things were okay. We all define what our own rock bottom is, but I don’t think that it means that we have to wait until things are truly terrible before we get serious about stopping. We all deserve better than that. You and your family deserve better than that. I hope today is going well for you and is again gamble free. Good to hear from you!
