[I_Maverick]

I didn’t mean every gambler, I meant all my friends have succeeded in their lives, or are succeeding. For years my life has been going down the tubes, and the gambling is the reason for it, along with other aspects. I have been punishing myself for so long in so many ways, that I feel the gambling is just one of them. I just don’t know how to turn it around – my head is so cloudy.

Thanks for your kind words, they mean a lot.