So I’ve got to a month without gambling today ,I’m not really counting as Im in the premier league of compulsiveness ,is that a word ? . I’ve made good progress in paying my debts and all my bills have been paid on time , mainly because of my father doing it . So I’m in good shape and can always be thankful that I’m still here ,without being dramatic. Another month starts and I’m going to try and focus on some of the ideas that the great people of this site have suggested. Although its too early to run , i need to start and make some sort of goal to achieve . Maybe a relationship is too far , so chocolate will have to do miss p , I m too fragile to try and start a new relationship but the one thing that I’ve really tapped into is having someone to talk to about the ups and downs of my life . Last week my head was battered over problem at work but just talking it through in support groups with Monique and Charles it eased, although problem still there. So to that end , I’m thinking about joining a group , I’m not shy but with the burdon of the past and prison its easier to just stay in the shadows.
I hope everyone is at peace with there lives this weekend and if not can find the strength to keep going x
