[lizbeth4]

So, I played with the devil and lost! I don’t know why I gambled. My losses were not great but any loss is not acceptable as my money situation is tight. I would have drained my checking account but my bank denied my withdrawal. Maybe my linit was lowered because of past account overdrawns. Anyways, I was thankful for that. I’m just sick right now. I could just cry. My stomach is churning. Everything that Sherrie said on her post yesterday, I feel. One positive thing is that it’s my Grandsons 13th birthday!