Kin that is exactly how i feel.. I can do well for long periods of time and not even think of gambling and then as soon as i know there is money in the bank i think of ways to go to play slots.. Whether its just my lunch hour which then turns into the whole afternoon and evening… Its just that little voice saying go try for a bit… There r times where i do it to “get back” at my husband, there r times that i do it for the rush… Just walking in to the bar and the smell and the lighting and the music give me a bit of a rush.. Then heading to the atm to take money and hurrying as fast as possible to sit on that stool and get lost… And i can for hours and not realize im hungry, thirsty…. That surreal feeling when u go in the afternoon and walk out and its pitch black… And always that feeling in the pit of your stomach of dread knowing that you’ve done it again… The bigger picture is ive only gambled two days in the last month… I am now day 8 since ive gambled last…
