[Nick]

setback number 2 last saturday where will this all end, why i keep putting myself through this hell i do not know i have tried everything. I can’t get an overdraft i can’t borrow i’m a mess . Maybe in the long run not being able to get in more debt is a good thing. All i know is my head hurts from trying to put a false face on at work again and again. I’ll keep trying i suppose.