[lizbeth4]

I’ve decided that on payday I’m investing in some more jewelry making materials. I have quite a few earring design ideas. I need to get my creativity going again. Not gambling will afford me a few extras this month. I saw my Mom today after work as she invited me over. Nothing has changed. Why did I think it would? Wishful thinking! But I had forgiven her before I went over there. I had to so i could move forward. Sadky, i have to continue to limit my time with her. But ny heart feels less burdened, Tomorrow will be spent doing laundry, a little yard work and maybe some reading and a afternoon nap!!!