Its shocking how many times in the day i think about gambling. No one has an idea of my addiction with gambling so obviously the times i went to gamble online were when no one was around or I had to leave the house to do a job. I had lots of them opportunitys today and thankfully i resisted. Im am finally on the road for recovery. Today for the first time in a long time I felt me and my wife got closer all because i wasnt trying to bet online or sneak away to the bookiea when i should be doing another job.Im so glad to be finished with gambling and glad to have found this form. Its like a new direction for me in my life and I know if I can stay away from gambling things will get better and better. Oh and I have also given up smoking even though I only smoked occasionally it was also getting the better of me so iv nipped that in the bud as well. Day 3 has come to an end. Roll on day 4 im ready!!!!!
