28 August 2018 at 3:31 am
#43219
kin
Participant
Hi Laura,
After 10 weeks, I notice that I am beginning to reject the ideal barrier very strongly and resist the awesome changes.
How? I wish to quit the job and pull down all the barrier that was put up by it.
Why? I don’t get the freedom to do anything I love and want. I am sure somewhere in there you can find gambling in this lie and self deception.
What did I tell myself ? 3 months of good behavior is enough, I can release or free myself from this prison and enjoy the freedom to do anything I want – I am stepping on the line now, one more step and I am planning my next gamble.
How true when you mention I needed time to solidify new habit and new lifestyle.