[Joebev37]

It’s been a long time since I’ve been on here.
It’s all my fault, so much gamble free time, fighting every urge I ever got until 2 weeks ago. I have thrown all my progress away! I have tried everything and done so well. But now it’s all gone.
My girlfriend is gone for good this time and who can blame her through the lies and false promises. And for what, a stupid idea in my head trying to win a few measley pounds! Why do I need that, I had EVERYTHING I ever dreamed of and it’s all pretty much gone,
I don’t know what to do from here to be honest, obviously I need to get back on the wagon again and try my best.
I just don’t understand why I am so stupid. What drove me to go back!