[peacegirl]

Was such a long weekend, worked lots and lots of hours, for low pay lol! Wasn’t feeling great either, and even though it’s been 2 weeks I am still reeling from the mess up binge, and I try to work extra, but the amount I spent on my binge was so unbelievable, so horrible that I just can’t do enough to begin to make up for it! Im tired too, after 2 weeks of doing all I can to make extra, I’m exhausted, mad at myself, and just sick of the whole gambling nightmare that it ever even started. Wish I was a little more positive today, but I guess maybe tomorrow will be better. For now, I’m just again glad I didn’t gamble today…