So So sorry to bring you all down with me! Yikes!
Bi Polar or Menopause? Both serious things and I am not making a joke here. Feeling better but it did get worse before it got that way.
Goofy EX didn’t bring enough tools to do the job and has to come back. A total waste of my time. And to top that off had to call the landlord back, and he tells the EX that maybe they are dumping dog doody down the drain! Yea, right! Like you wouldn’t have to touch it to shove it down the drain. Wait till her gets back, I’m gonna rip him a new one!
My head was splitting at that point so I sent the EX on his way and stayed and played with the doggy’s. They are so spoiled (by me) and I love them so much! They love me too. They don’t care if I am rich or poor, skinny or fat, ugly or beautiful. They see me and get so happy and excited! (Well, they get excited for most people, but love me more!) When I go over on my lunch time I buy them their own hamburger-don’t tell my daughter!
So I went from there to a new GA meeting. It was strange to me and took a while for me to warm up. I didn’t plan to say a thing, but was reminded that maybe you think you have nothing to share but what you say may help someone else. I got a funny response to my therapy. I was told that I get more positive all the time! I can’t imagine how bad I must have been in the past if this was a positive one, lol! But I think I have more resolve, and when I voice my feelings I sometimes resolve my issue at the same time.
So to all of you around the world who will start Christmas Eve and Christmas before me. I wish you Peace. Peace of mind, heart and soul. I wish it for myself too.
your friend in recovery
bettie
It’s one thing to know where you want to go-it’s another thing entirely to have the Wisdom to get there….
Looking for the Wisdom– 12/23/2010 5:42:37 AM: post edited by bettie.
