[bettie]

Where do the worthless feelings come from?
I remember the hurtful things so well, like when my mom said if she knew about birth control she would have only had 3 kids ( I’m number 5), or when someone told my dad he had a beautiful daughter (me) and he said well you should see the one at home.( my sister)
I wonder how I survived at all sometimes.
The "mood" is back. Maybe early to bed wouldn’t be such a bad thing.
bettie