Hi Guys,
Thanks for all the chats this weekend. I got a few things done. got a mani-pedi, felt bad alout spending the money, should have bought a Christmas gift for someone. I did a little shopping with my brother, well eye buying I guess. Saw this great deal on flat screen tv’s, 300 to 500 bucks. Sad, i didn’t have the cash or credit to spair to buy one. I thought how many times, and not so long ago, I ransomed my future, found more money than that, and gave it to the casino.
For what?
I feel so bad about it. Kwb asked when we get over the guilt. I am afraid guilt is like fear, it freezes us in out tracts. I have to blow past this, work it out, because I feel sad and I don’t want to. I hate this, i was feeling so good and now this!I know it is normal to have grumpy days, my daughter told me i was a real crab today. I think the eating has alot to do with it. I think being alone has something to do with it too.
Growing up is not for the weak.
peace
bettie
note to Running Girl, so sorry to see your thread closed! You know where to find me. Don’t stay away too long!– 11/29/2010 4:13:38 AM: post edited by bettie.
