Hi Guys,
Just taking a break from cleaning. Trying to fight off the blues,not real bad but you know they come and go. Hey KWB hope thats a connect issue and not me, lol!
The holidays, overrated a bit, reminds you of the simple things that never happened for you. I’ve never had a date for a party or an escort to a wedding reception. I can’t remember the last time I got a gift from a man. Funny, it’s not important, I know that, but around the holidays you kind of get that shoved in your face with every commercial, at every gathering, when you see couples walk down the street. I mourn for something I’ve never really had, and try not to think about it, but hard when it’s right there. Jealous, yes, bad, yes. I know behind closed doors things are seldom as they seem. I have been involved in the "dark side" of a couple of those lovely couples, always #2. Never good enough for the #1 spot.
Stupid huh? I know. I am being thankless today. Well it’s out. And now i can move on.
bettie
