Hi Guys, hi Vera,
After the call, right at my bed time, I was wide awake. I came in the chat to find the lovely Ms G here. We chatted about this and that. I told her if I dared intertain the thought of company you would have my head! I shut my phone off and went to bed.
You of course are right about him. But he’s not back. Three nice things, he has to show me three nice thinks that he’s done for me over 3 long years. He won’t be able to come up with any. Because he never has. The door is shut, just need to add a dead bolt lock to it. I will never be whole until I can stand up for myself.
What in the world does this have to do with gambling? Everything.
Lack of worth, discust, pain, sorrow, defeat, hurt feelings. The list goes on. I’m sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. It’s starting to get old.
So that’s off my chest, I need to start my day. Got on the scale, ug! Baking today, perfect combo! Well that will keep me from tasting the pies. A little workout will bring my spirits up. Maybe chat in an hour or so. I’m off today. I refuse to be down. Attitude is everything. Fake it till u make it.
catch u soon
bettie
