Well that headache I woke up with has returned. I have been thinking about the situation I find myself in and I am very upset about it.
I am re reading my thread to see if anything I posted could be seen as me betraying fellow GA members, retelling their therapy stories in my thread. That is what I stand accused of. I just don’t see repeating comments made to ME about ME at GA as retelling someones therapy. I am guess i am wrong, now that it had been discussed among my sponsor and another member, I feel like an *ss, and I also feel betrayed.
I thought I felt excluded before and now that I feel that i have been deemed untrustworthy I don’t want to go back.
I guess this is why I have so few friends-I really rub people the wrong way. I don’t know how to fix that or I would.I’m not good at just sitting back and taking it when I feel criticized. I think I should just shut up and never say a word because every thing I say is wrong. I feel defeated, ashamed, stupid, worthless. Heck I don’t think I have felt quite this bad since the last time I gambled.
