Hi Bettie,
sorry I missed you this morning. I was up really early and had gone to bed really early last night. I used to have a schedule, now it just seems like I’m all over the place. I struggled hard with those same questions about GA. I nearly made myself sick thinking that I had broken the GA rules. I decided that I had had great sucess with GA and the support of the group and meetings. And i needed the strength that you get from knowing that the group is always there. And they have been where your were. 18 months ago I was pouring money into the slots like I had a mature money tree in the back yard. It is something that can be debated I’m sure. All I can say is I roll up my rim. I haven’t developed a coffee cup buying problem and I still drink my one timmies a day. Fellow Canucks will understand the last couple sentences lol. But if it looks like it could lead me back to gambling hell I’d bring my own cup to the drive through.
I’m a little insecure myself B and who am I to say. When FWB laughs is it at you? I would hate to think how someone like that would make you feel if you were together full time. Is that who you would be willing to settle for?
I love ya B and you can see that you touch those who know you here. I’m sure things will work out. No one who gets to know the real you would move away from your friendship. Not if they use a big heart as a requirement.
Keep working through the darkness. The light will shine.
((( Bettie )))
Laura
