Hi Bettie
Sorry you’ve had some crap occurring, I think you are perfectly entitled to feel sorry for yourself, it never ceases to surprise me that the people who we think are going to be the most empathetic and caring dont always turn out way, be it loved ones or fellow group members.
Interesting about the rest rooms, I suppose in the casino these were the one area where there was no gambling, like the eye of the storm, where one went to regroup, plan the next move or to deal with that sick feeling of losing, whilst still having that buzz feeling from being so near the gambling. I recall all these thoughts and am amazed at the power over me that those places had, particularly the power to continuously make you forget that you were paying for their wages, their rent and their next casino. A**holes!!
Anyway sending you positive vibes Bettie and hoping that you have a better few days soon. Jim x
