Hi Guys,
Well I had kind of an awakening today. I hate my job, I mean I really hate it! And why do I keep punishing myself by not even trying to get something else? I know it’s a hard job market and all but there has to be an employer who wants someone reliable and responsible. I hate sales! I’ve decided to get this medical stuff attended to, I have 3 doctor appointments made for next week. I have ordered 3 months of my medicine. First things first. It’s fear that holds me back, plain and simple. I have been discouraged by the last few interviews I did about 10 years ago. So leaving the past in the past I will move forward, one baby step at a time!
Gosh, that is so empowering! After a day of stress and upset ( have you got an account yet? I heard this about 10 times, well it seemed like 10 times! ) I feel free! I feared not going to the casino, isn’t that funny? I thought all the good times were gone.
Maybe they are just starting?
peace
bettie
