Hey Bettie! Thanks for the post after my idiotic gambling slip; it helped a lot. Back to day 1 but like you said, every day is day one, so that helped with the sting of my behavior. It was really hard to admit that I had gambled. And it wasn’t even fun!!! I’ve finally been approved to volunteer at Victim Services which I am pretty sure I will enjoy. Maybe won’t enjoy going to the death notifications to families, but hopefully there will not be too many, or they will be when I’m not working. We simply go along with the Royal Canadian Mounted Police and be there as a support for the family in the first few hours. You and I do have fun on chat! It’s good to be silly at times! I knew when I read all of your thread when I first came to this site, that I wanted to be friends with you. I’m glad you mentioned Vera as I was concerned about her as she hadn’t been around. Later gator!!! Carole
