Hey miss B,
we’ve been missing each other lately! And sounds like I’ve been missing a lot. Haven’t been able to do too much reading lately, this is my first big burst of it in a bit. I’m sorry but not everyone who is a member of GA is perfect….. It is made up of everyday people who all have their own issues, myself included! I think I’d just tell your sponsor that the match isn’t working out for you and that you appreciate everything she’s done but politely no thank-you to anymore. You know, for someone who used to be fairly negative (me) I am now a firm believer that the thoughts you hold in your mind can influence your reaility. If you see lazy, if you see fat, if you see stuck in same dead end job it can be a bit of a self-fulfilling prophecy. See hard working (two jobs i do believe?), see employed in a terrible job market, see working on healthy living (mind body and spirit). You face a lot every day Bettie. Don’t beat yourself up, just keep picking the next little thing you can do for yourself to make yourself feel the way you would like. You are a super duper lady who cares a lot about others. Now you need to care about an important lady, miss Bettie.
Luv ya dear friend and don’t every forget otherwise!
Laura
