Hey girl,
Hmmm, perhaps its time to sit down with your sponsor and calmly and clearly tell her how you are feeling. Im only going on what you have written, but she seems extremely pushy, and forcing you to do things before you are ready is not going to help, and in truth, she should know that!
Sometimes people have one way and that is the only right way. We both know that our individual journeys are all different, this site shows just how different recovery can be.
Please dont keep trying to make her happy, you are like me in that way, its easier to do what they want and not rock the boat. Sometimes you need to stand up and do what you want to do regardless of what anyone else thinks. Im sure you can have a civilised conversation with this woman without hurting her feelings but at the same time letting her know you are moving too fast, you should be able to tell her what you want out of this. Its not about her Bettie, its about you.
Love you girl, Kathryn xxxxxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan
