Hi Bettie, hope you had a good day. I haven’t started the steps yet, I have read them all, but have not gotten a sponser either. That’s the decision I’ve made for now. I go to alanon once a week, GA meetings 3 times a week. This is what is working for me at the time (123 days), and I don’t always agree with other CG’s views at the meetings. I believe in a higher power, read books on addiction, go to a recovery church every few weeks. I think it is hypocritical for others to say you have to do your recovery this way or it’s wrong. Thanks for your prayers! I hope you didn’t think that I was going to gamble, when I last posted. I was just feeling overwhelmed, it seems to just be pouring bad news, but we are praying that he will be ok. In fact we know how lucky we are that he is alive.Seize all the good things in life