Hi Guys,
Woke up in a bit of a panic this morning.
I had a dream. I went to the casino with my brother and niece to see a concert. I walked around and around the casino for what seemed like hours. I was thinking oh what the heck and sat down at a machine. I put in a ten, then a five. I thought it was a 2 credit machine but it was a 3 credit machine. I looked at the thing and wondered if i should hit the play button. Then it hit me, what was I doing? Did I really want to do it? Was it worth loosing my "clean" date? I hit the cash out button, I didn’t play. Funny part was the ticket was for $80.50, even though I only put in $15. I heard my niece call me, that it was time for the concert. Then I woke up. It took me a minute to realize I didn’t gamble. My heart was pounding, no no! Then my brain woke up and said dummy, it was a dream.
I think I’ve been over thinking a lot this weekend. I have all good intentions, workouts, cleaning, setting up my Ebay sellers account, getting the kitchen ready for painting. Then as soon as I walk in the door all I want is food and to flop in a chair.
I have to laugh at the casino commercials they are running now. All the "beautiful people" walking around , laughing, they even have a tag line,Where stylish crowds enjoy elegant meals! LOL! I think maybe they should show the reality I have seen first hand. People who have been up all night, blood shot eyes and wreaking of liquor. Someone punching the machine because they put in their last dollar and don’t know what to do. People walking out, head down, cursing under their breath. I guess I would be bad at marketing!
peace
bettie
