Hi Guys!
Christinamarie, u underestimate me! I can eat, drink, smoke and post all at the same time! lol!
OMG I am so sore!
Worked out with the terrorist, i mean therapist and she made me do lunges! Has she seen my size? Hello? Little miss "I’m so d*mn tiny and cute", I’m 3 times your size! My skeleton is bigger than you! OUCH!!
Oh well, maybe a wee bit of exaggeration but not much!
Took a nice hot shower, sitting on my heat/massager as my butt hurts!
Well work has been OK. Slow and I got my review. Trying very hard to keep it together at work. I got a meets expectations rating while I know others that don’t lift a finger to do one extra thing are rated higher. I got dinged for missing the goal for one quarter but get this. Everyone missed one but I am the only one held accountable because they only factored the first 3 quarters. I missed q3 and made q4, they missed q4 and got full credit. What is wrong with this picture? But remember, I am not being singled out or picked on. ( It’s all in my head). There is no recourse. His rating is final, unless I want to raise h*ll and risk my job.
Well, it is what it is.
I had a little urge today. It happens sometimes, no reason, no trigger, just look in the mirror and my brain plans a casino visit or remembers one. Weird but I must always be aware. Complacency, #1 reason for relapse.
The FWB came into work today. He was waiting for me in the parking lot when I got to work. He walked up to me, wished me a Happy New year and went to kiss me on the mouth no less. I turned my head. He got my cheek.
I was nice, i did miss him, but after taking care of his bank business he carried on like it was business as usual. I told him we still had things to discuss as I had not forgotten our last meeting. He said he would call. He also told me he as he was leaving, hey, nice boots! lol!
To be continued…..
peace
bettie
