[lynn]

I went buy back my last check from the casino today. They actually kept it there for months until I have enough to buy it back. It feels good to put it all behind me now. No more reminder of the shady business that was part of a gambling life. I felt uneasy when i was waiting for the cashier to get things ready and had to keep my eyes glued to the TV so I don’t see the actions around me. I’ve learned the hard way that I should never let my guard down with this demon, not even for a second because that’s all it takes.