Thanks. I’ve had another good gambling free day and a good day in other respects too. I got an out of the blue phone call offering me a great job driving long distance in a 7.5 tonne truck. It is a secure job and more money than I’m earning at present. However I love what I do and it was a nice feeling to be able to say thanks but no thanks. If things dont pan out as well as I hope where I am its handy to know that people are still willing to give me a chance, they too know about my criminal record. Its a funny feeling that I have so many good things going on, and I havnt got that niggling feeling that the bubble is about to burst. My Dad just rang me to see if I wanted "a hand" paying for my train ticket next week, it was a hard job to convince him that I dont. I am skint-ish but I can afford my ticket just about. If I’d been buying weed these last few days well then I would have probably regretfully have accepted his offer.
He’s been to the dentist today and got a clean bill of health with regards to his gums, so we know it hasnt spread there. Also although he hasn’t yet had results from the mri scan, I think in my own mind if anything had of shown up he would have been asked to go back to hospital straight away. I dont know just an assumption.
My Mam also sounds a lot better but I know she is putting up a good show of bravado, and putting a brave face on for the sake of my Dad. She still is quite ill.
My daughter is another box of ***** altogether. I felt that we were getting a lot closer, but she didnt even ring me on my birthday last sunday just a reply to a text I sent her at 5pm, I can understand completely that she must have issues with trust concerning me, (ie takes all I say with a pinch of salt), however we have had some deep conversations of late, and I was a bit disapointed she didnt ring.
Im turning my laptop off in a minute, I need a break from it so just thought I’d do a quick post before I did.
Adios amigos!!I dont gamble.
