Thanks Gordie and Reemy,
I really will do my best this time…..my life depends on it. Like i said before last weekend after losing 13k at the casino (not my first time losing that much) i wanted to drive off the bridge coming home.
When it’s been part of your life for so long, it’s so hard to not think about it. I wish someone can just wipe my mind clear of all the gambing memories. I know that it’s all within me to change so today my 3rd day of gamble free i will promise to do my best to stop. I just need to let the past go and try to build a future. And i know there can be not future with gambling. I’ve banned myself from the casino today hope it works. it’s been 18 years of gambing, im 36 now…..need to stop . I will continue to post here daily and ask for support. I really means al ot everyone giving me advise because this is the only place i can talk about this. GOD bless everyone and hope everyone have the power to let go of this monster call gambing addiction.
