Thanks everyone for your support. I woke up this morning thinking about the casino again. Thinking where did it go wrong, when did going just for fun turn into a nightmare of getting that high. I then did a small prayer and ask a higher power to help me lose the temptation lose the craving lose the high i get(this must be how **** addicts feels). I really don’t even know how to live a nomal life anymore. Everything seems so boring to me. I guess when you’ve been thru this from 18 until 36 it really screws with your mind. This time i really want to change, i really want to know what it’s like to have normal life gambing free…..i just wish i had the willpower to do it this time. Thanks for everyone support, this is the only place i can talk about this, no one knows how deeply a gambler i am.
Hugsss
phillip
